I got up this morning, pumped and ready to go in my 31 Days to Clean challenge. I read the chapter and completed both the Mary and Martha tasks. I even took an extra step and took pictures of each room, which I had hoped to post, but I just don't think I am ready to be THAT transparent with the world.
I wrote in one of my groups today how shocked I was with myself that I can be transparent about so many transgressions in my past, but opening up a world view to my home has put me in a state of paralysis. I am so uncomfortable with opening up that part of myself and maybe it's because I don't feel I have overcome it the way I have other challenges in my life. As God works on my insecurities in this area, I promise I will post pictures, because there is someone out there who needs to see that CHAOS (Can't Have Anyone Over Syndrome *fly lady*) is as much of a spiritual battle as it is physical.
I thought out the vision for my home and completed it with a few verses from Proverbs 31. The Virtuous Woman has always been a biblical mentor of mine and I felt it was very fitting for her to take this journey with me. In setting the vision for my home I was able to establish why I want to change things and how it will overall affect my ministry.
I'm ready to get the ball rolling tomorrow. There are a few things I need to pick up from the store to make this journey as successful as possible, but for the most part I am ready to go and face both my Mary and my Martha head on.
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